It’s not the same to a ‘T’, but I have been here before. At that point where I’m told I’m not enough, maybe not directly, but hey I’m not stupid. Or maybe I am.
Maybe I should listen to my mother and join her in daily prayers, I’m starting to believe that these things aren’t ‘ordinary’ or how else would you explain that I and my three sisters are still unmarried at over 30.
And we are hot! God knows if I swing that way I’d do my sisters over and over again.
We’re good girls too… Not so ‘spiri-koko’, but we try. We aren’t stuck up, we know how to party in moderation and most importantly, we give head. Or at least I do.
I’m beginning to ramble I know, but it’s not easy asking you to do this because truth be told, you once told me I wasn’t enough too, even though I know that deep down you cared.
I accepted it because I don’t like to stress and yes, my pride. Which if you admit is the only reason why I’m not psychotic right now, because I have too much pride to revel in the hurt I feel. So yeah, I let you go.
But you are the only one who gets me, as much as I do… Even better than my mother and all the others.
So I’m asking with my pride in suspension if you’ll hold my hand through this….
To be continued.
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